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Friday, July 29, 2005
Hmmm..yday msg yuwen..she reply me le..she say we can be frens and she dun 1 2 be any relationship now.. Fren is enuff for me le..better den a nobody.. She say she need to time to consider to get into another relationship..it may not be me..But i will still wait..coz im sure tt she is the only 1 for me..no matter how long..i will still wait.. Now I want to use this time to change the bad habits tt I have..my character..change to a better person..If theres a chance of patch up..she can see a new me.. I happy oso becoz tt she had forgiven me and accept me as a fren..tts really is enuff..after wad i have done to her..haiz..she is really a good gal.. No matter how long..I will wait.. Thursday, July 28, 2005 Haiz..she did go for tuition yday..but she still hate me..haiz.. After tuition i intended to send her home..but she dun allow..den i keep wanting to send her home..haiz..i noe im very irritating doing such things..but i already duno wad to do le.. Den i from cck beg her to give me a chance till to her hse..but she said nth..i guess i have hurt her very deeply..haiz.. But i really hope tt she will be my gf..on my wedding nite..the one im marrying wif is her..haiz..if we were to be together again..i 1 2 tresure this time..stop hurting her..haiz..i can wait..no matter how long..i will still wait.. Haiz..but i noe she still hate me very much..haiz.. I will keep on waiting until whenever my soul can take me to... Wednesday, July 27, 2005 Haiz..she finally reply my msg..but she is still angry..haiz..I admit that i did something wrong to her during her bday..but there is something she have misunderstood..I din like anyone else..haiz..she is the only I love..but she misunderstood it that I like someone else.. In my heart..there can only be 1 person..thats Yuwen..how am i suppose to show her that she is the one I truly love..haiz.. haiz..I really love her alot..I really wish that we can be back together..I dun 1 her to leave me..I really need her..haiz.. Today got tuition but she is not going..haiz..isit becoz of me..I tot I can at least see her dunring tuition..I miss her alot..I din see her for very long time le..haiz..but even tuition she dun 1 2 go.. Daddy say at least she still care for me..becoz she is still angry about me smsing other gal..haiz.. I really want Yuwen back to be my gf and tresure her..haiz..I can do anything in return for it..I just 1 her.. Sunday, July 24, 2005 Haiz.. I had the same dreams again..yday nite I had a nitemare..den i woke up, went to drink water den went back to slp again..soon I fall aslp but the same dream came again..its seems as if is following me..I woke up and felt very angry and I slam my bed.. This dream had succeed in wad its ultimate motive wants..I am afarid of slping now.. Haiz..actually this nitemare,which I choose to called it, is yuwen wif a guy..happily together..haiz..I felt angry not becoz of the guy..its becoz of myself..I feel that its becoz of my stupidity tt yuwen broke up wif me..den tt guy had his chance of wooing her..haiz.. It had already been 1 week and 6 days..I really dun want to lose her..haiz..if fate were to let me be together again..I want to really change my character..after the broke up I feel tt my character sucks..if fate were to let me have the chance..I will treasure this chance truthfully.. If fate allow..haiz.. Friday, July 22, 2005 haiz..it has been 1 week 4 days le...din contact for quite a long time..haiz..i really miss her alot..haiz..but i noe its my fault... i really hope she will come back to me..haiz.. im really very sorry... haiz..wad is done is done..i cant possibly turn the time back to 11th july whr i celebrate her bday in a properly and respectful manner..haiz..now say wad oso no use.. Wednesday, July 20, 2005 Haiz..I know i deserve all this.. 1 week 2 days le.. haiz..when can we be like last time? haiz... Tuesday, July 19, 2005 It have been two days since we have not been contacting each other..haiz..its this really the end..haiz.. But i dun want this to happen..I really need her..haiz.. 1 week 1 day since i made her angry..regretting everything I have done that hurt her..haiz.. Sunday, July 17, 2005 Actually there is no more darling le..going to be a week le..haiz.. Its was all my fault.. make her angry on her bday..haiz.. No matter wad I say now is no use.. I can only do some reflection.. She like guy who have: -Fong du -polite -must let her win, cannot argue I must do all this.. I must change.. Now Im waiting for miracle..haiz.. |
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