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Monday, June 25, 2007
So long didn't update my blog already. Been sick for one week already, my favourite hang out place is the toilet, I can go there more than 10 times in a day. And my record is 23 times, *clap clap*. Today didn't went school again, I don't want to go school just to use the toilet. Rather stay at home and slack. Haven't been playing basketball too. So long didn't get involved with the training and POL-ITE is coming. We are playing Seng Kang Cup also, I am in, but I don't know whether I want to play or not. Even POL-ITE I am still considering. Because I still don't have confident in my leg. Every morning wake up, I have problem walking, something wrong with my ankle. Don't know what's wrong with it. So better don't play, I don't want to sit on wheelchair. Actually, this few days I have been thinking. What is it that I am waiting for? After so long, I don't know where do I really stand. I can stand on the chair, on the floor, on the table but not in your heart. And I don't know what is it that really keep me continue waiting. For everything. there are no answer for my self being. I really don't know what to do. Damn the useless me. Whatever. But there's something I am very sure with myself, at least this is the answer that I know. I love you. However, there are no answer from you. Tuesday, June 19, 2007 In Sports Hall now watching them training, because I am not feeling well. Just before training, vomitted in the toilet. Yesterday was the first day of school, have to wake up early in the morning now. Luckily after the holiday, I still understand what the lesson is going on. Desmond is a clever boy. In class still can explain to everyone what the problem is talking about. But too boring already, cause I already know what's going on, and so I fall asleep. Today, is a damn fucking day. Reached school at 9am, one good news is the facilitator didn't mark me as late. After this, no more good news. Nabei, 9.15am break then break untill 9.45am. SMLJ, one hour break become half an hour break. But the usual hack care habit of Desmond go back to class at 10.20am. After that, usual break is at 11.30am, but that chee bye kia released us for break at 12pm, then say come back at 1pm. What the fuck!? Then I damn dulan, I shout in class, I not going down to eat, cause if I go down, I will come back at 2pm. Nevermind, all this I stored it into my big gas tank. Untill the last time, my big gas tank explode, stored too much already. Usual lesson ended at 3pm, guess what. My lesson ended at 5pm today. Kanina, waste my fucking time explain those stupid things. My gastric already pain liao, then still got training. Faster went down to eat pasta, I think this is why I vomitted. That fucker made me damn fed up today. Reflection Journal Question today is How will you grade your team member and yourself. I wrote I will give him B, because he did all the work. For me, if you are lenient you can give me C, or D, E , F, if you want. I don't mind. Then click submit. Damn it. Spoiled the rest of my day. Now really feeling not very well. *puke* I miss my angel. =( Sunday, June 17, 2007 Finally back in Singapore yesterday night, Malaysia was a very fun trip, all the Republic Ballers gather together as a team, shop as a team, play as a team. Shiok! First day, when we reached Kuala Lumpur, we check-in into our hotel, Radiance International Hotel. It was a three star hotel which doesn't look like a three star. The room is very comfortable and the toilet is equip with a bathtub. We got a free time during the first day, went to Sungei Wang to shop around, look at girls, hahaha. After that went to Berjaya Times Square, they got an indoor stadium in their shopping centre, but we didn't went to play due to time constraint. Second day, we had our first match against Kuala Lumpur under 16. Damn violent, but we won. Third day, second match against Kuala Lumpur under 18, we won again. Fourth day, third match against a school from Malacca, we also won. Last day, damn it. Fourth match against another school from Malacca, the most violent team we ever met during this Malaysia Trip. Elbows everywhere, pushing anywhere, pull here and there. Then there was this guy, he took the rebound and elbow one of my team mates. I went to chase after him and hassle him. Indeed, they don't have good controlling of the balls, the ball slip thru his hand. We struggle on the floor for the ball. The referee called for a held ball, and the player was not happy and he push me. Of course I, who already control my temper for very long, punch him back in the face. A player from the bench rush out wanting to hit me back, but was stopped by my team members. They do not want to continue the match and so, we won by 2 points. I was warned by Ben not to get into fight again, if not I am going to be out of the team. I know I should have control my temper, but I don't know why I become like that. Sorry team. Back to Malaysia Trip, during our free time, we went to shop around and eat. Stingray everynight, shop for goceries, and there was this time, Sebas, Zhan Hong and me went to eat Seoul Garden. The amount was same as the one in Singapore, Student rate at $16.90, but it was in RM, less than Singapore $10 and you can eat untill you shiok. Haha. But some products over there are even expensive than the one you can find in Singapore. Especially sports product. There was this Adidas jacket I want to buy for her, the colour combination that she wanted, pink and black. But it was 269RM, hundred over Singapore dollars. So sorry, didn't buy anything for you. This morning, woke up early and went to Singapore Basketball Centre to watch all my friends in action. 12pm was Hui Qi's match, after was a year one girl(don't know how to spell), then Cai Ruan's match. Man's match are Kai Wei and Darren, but we didn't watch Darren's match. Everyone was tired already, so went home. Tomorrow is the first day of school reopening, so fast we have to study again. And now, I declare tonight is the last day of my holiday. With that I end my speech, goodnight! Monday, June 11, 2007 Wooooooooo~ Finally change hairstyle. But busy in progress, packing my bag now. For the next 4 days, I won't be online. I will be at Malaysia with RP Basketball Team. I only scare I will injured my leg. Hahaha. Alright, I go pack bag le. Will miss "you". =D Wednesday, June 06, 2007 Just reached home after a game, our second match. I am real damn disappointed with myself, my performance today sucks. Roll like a dog on the floor two times, scored 4 points, no rebound, minor sprain on my left ankle. Damn it, I know don't know I play like fuck. Now I am very worried about my ankle, I am afraid that I will injured my ligament again. I don't know whether today is because that I lack of experience or I just play like fuck. I play so hard, but it's not what I want. Maybe thursday game I am not going to play, I want to rest my ankle. Desmond, you really sucks! Very disappointed with you. Monday, June 04, 2007 Finally, my first game after my both injured ankle. Quite satisfied with my performance today, scored 9 or 10 points. However there are still alot of mistake that I have done. Now both my leg damn pain. Limping around in my house and whenever I start walking. *OUCH* Tomorrow there will be training, then tuesday is our second match, wednesday work, thursday third match, friday training. Oh my god! No time to rest again. YES!!! And I am no more emo. Whahahahahahaha!!!! ^^ Saturday, June 02, 2007 Tomorrow is my first tournament after both my ligament tear, quite worried whether I will injured myself or not. But I promise once I am on court, I will throw all these fears aside first. Seriously, I really miss you alot, but there's nothing that you and me can do. I have to be understanding, I know. I really hope that we can be together, however, Let every nature takes it every course. Only you can make my heart melt. Very happy during the times that we are together. Every moment is very important to me. You are the one that my heart have already decided to be with forever. Occasionally, let me be happy for sometimes, that would be enough. Understanding, is my promise to you. All the best for tomorrow's game. Friday, June 01, 2007 Yesterday was my maple buddy's birthday, he have the same name as me. So we met up and when to celebrate his birthday. Went Marina Square to have our lunch first, intended to catch a movie. But Marina Square only have 3 show, out of the 3, I have already watch 2. So we went to Pradiz Centre to play pool and aracade while waiting for Sebas to meet us. After Sebas came, we went to Plaza Singapura to have dinner at Pasta Mania. Went to Esplanade to slack after that. Seriously, I didn't enjoy much yesterday, don't really have the mood. Something that really hurt me. But I know I should have prepare myself for all this. Due to my mistake of not preparing myself, I hurt myself. I don't know what I should do now My heart really ache that day. I know I Should not felt that way. Sometimes I just can't control my feelings. You say sorry, I Ought to Understand. Desmond, I know you can do it, jiayou! |
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