Life's Like That

Didn't went to watch training, due to the fact that I woke up at 3 plus pm. Woke up by her sms, replied and nothing happened for the next 2 hours.

Please, next time if you need anything, just tell me straight away. =.=

Went to the Cosmax Fair yesterday. Ok, I admit I was searching for the X-box booth, because that's where she work. Actually I don't know whether she was at the X-box booth or not, but I just open my eyes big big and search for her.

Found her and have a short chat. Haiz, time is always not enough when we are together. But I just want to make full use of the time given.

I guess I won't be able to train for quite awhile. For very long, everytime after training or ball game, I feel that my right ankle is separated from my leg. Last week, my right ankle somehow went into the wrong position. Making me unable to walk, can't even rotate my ankle.

I don't know how to explain it but it feels like something is "stuck" down there. Untill now, walking is such a difficult task.

Haiz, I have been very down for so long and I still can't make this feeling go away. Why why why?

Every night, I kept thinking about you, but there's nothing I can do.

I seriously miss you alot. AHHH! WTF!

Aiya, just let this feeling takes it's full control over me, I don't have the strength to overcome it.

Anyway, my plan has worked, waited till everyone is full. I can now finish the rest of the pizzas and drumlet myself.

HA! I guess this is the path of my life. Seriously I think I have been very kind, but this time, I am going to make a change.

I am going back to the old Desmond. The guy who since young doesn't have any feelings, where people called him cold-blooded, with aggressive temper.

The previous post, I never want to hear a sorry from you. It's not your fault, it's a huge mistake made by both of us, or rather, me. I guess I should be the one saying sorry.

Maybe you guys will see me blog very seldom.

Life is getting bored, damn bored.

Whoa~ Damn tiring man, just reach home from school training.

Last night, went to catch Dead Silence, hahaha, nice show, not scary at all. But the plot was not bad, how they link up to the whole story. I always have a phobia for puppets, hahaha, but I am still able to take it.

Yesterday I guess accompanied you to wait for bus was the last time I am going to see you untill school reopen. You are always such a busy girl, with your Final Year Project, with work and everything. Maybe you don't even have the time for me.

Yes, although you are not my girlfriend, but I just want to spend time with you. But it just seems impossible. Sometimes I guess you take me for granted, always think that I will be there for you, or when you need someone then you come and look for me. Although sometimes I don't like it, but I just keep quiet.

Maybe, that's because I really love you alot. For this 1 year plus, I still don't know what is our relationship. Anyway, I am going to carry on, even if it is forever. Nothing can describe why I can hold on for so long. Even I, myself don't have the answer.

Blah blah blah, I go DotA liao.

=(

Some quiz for me to spend some times.

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. Birthday Cake
2. Birthday Candle
3. Anything you want to give me
4. I don’t celebrate birthday
5. Can I have 5 more birthday wish?

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tag you is?
Evon Guo Zi Hui

2. Your relationship with her is:
Shhh, 这是一个不能说的秘密. LOL, she is my buddy.

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
We are in the same boat, she is forever negative, quite pretty la, quite short(hahaha), nice smile =D

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
Hahahahahahahaha, today buy donuts for me.

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
Got meh? Eh, if got tag me and tell me leh. Hahaha.

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
I will fly to cloud nine, stay there forever. LOL

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
No need improve liao la, can become can liao, hahahahahahahahahahahaha.

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Maybe I will ambush her all the time and try to kill her, whahahahahahahahaha.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Because she snatch the oreo donuts from me, hahahahaha.

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Make her feel better.

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
Alright la hor, okok la, can la.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
They will feel that I am a nice guy, damn great guy. LOL! How I know, ask them la.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
Happy go lucky.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
don’t have leh, my Chinese name all the character not bad.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Whar, be someone like Desmond, he damn cool man. Or Kristy also can.

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
I want to thank you for all your support, your care and concern will be brought with me forever. Actually all I want to say is “something”. The thing ask me to say something to you all what. =.=

for people whom i've hurt:
I never meant to hurt you.

for people whom i love and treasure:
I will treasure you forever ^^

17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Ah hong
2. Ah xiang
3. Ah lian
4. Ah gong
5. Ah beng
6. Ah seng
7. Ah hua
8. Ah gao
9. Ah niao
10. Ah li baba

who is no.6 having relationship with?
With ah hua

Is no.9 a male or female?
It’s a male. =)

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Cannot, because ah hua with ah seng liao.

How bout no.8 and 5?
Siao ar, dog and a guy.

What is no.2 studying about?
About recarnation

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Haiz, damn long ago.

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Beethoven the dog version.

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
Ya, ah xiang lor.

Will you woo no.3 ?
*shy*

How about no.7 ?
ah seng don’t beat me ar.

Is no.4 single ?
ya, gong dai dai one.

What is the surname of no.5?
surname is Ah

What is the nickname of no.10?
Forty thieves.

What is the hobby of no.4?
Use head knock wall.

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
ya, ah niao is the pet of ah beng.

Where is no.2 studying at?
The ministry of hell.

Talk something casually about no.1?
He is everywhere.

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
Hehehehe. *grin*

Where does no.9 live at?
Rubbish bin.

What color does no.4 like?
Rainbow.

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Ya, always ask four number.

Does no.7 likes no.2?
Her ex boyfriend.

How do you get to know no.2?
OEI, Lunar 7th month don’t say this kind of thing leh.

Does no.1 have any pets?
Don’t have, I never burn to him.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Damn chio ar.

The end.

Whoa~ Today is the last day of Semester One for me, did Java for the whole day. Finally finish the whole thing, I haven't eat my lunch untill now. Thanks buddy for the donuts ^^.

The night before, went to Cineleisure with my angel for midnight movie. We watch License to Wed, haha, a nice comedy teaching us whether you are ready for marriage. Then reached home at 4am plus.

Skipped school yesterday, can't woke up in time, so went for UT only. After school went to Jurong East Entertainment Centre for some pool and arcade. Went home, DotA as usual.

I damn hungry now la, later still got training. I going to eat liao.

My blog suddenly became so quiet, so not used to it, hahaha. This few days, keep playing basketball, at Toa Payoh, at Yew Tee and later at Jurong West. The feeling is so shiok, whahaha!

My leg now can't support myself anymore, my two ligament teared ankle, now even my left knee give up on me. I don't even have the strength to walk, need not say bending down and jumping. I gather alot of strength to jump and run, I know I should rest. But seriously, even if I rest, it will still be the same.

ISIBL is coming and IVP is October this year, we don't have enough time. Training only have half of the team attending, how to work as a team? How to have teamwork? How to make full use of coach strategy? Then during the tournament, everyone play their own style of playing, own strategy, own mindset.

Everyone wants to improve, but improve is just said like that? If really can like that then, I want to improve. Let's see writing here will grant my wish or faster write finish go play basketball and train will make my wish come true.

My leg have already become weaker and weaker, but I hope I can just play basketball. Because all I want to do is just to play basketball.

Finally, to Mr Fuck Face(._.), why didn't you come training last friday? You scared? Then please don't come for training anymore, stop wasting our time. We don't need people who only know how to comment people in their blog. But if your skin is thick enough and you want to come training, see what I will do to you. Jiayou ok! I am your friend. __

Yesterday went to watch 881, quite a comedy. It talks about the life of those people who sing Ge Tai during this period of time in Singapore. Some part of the movie is in Hokkien and they sing quite alot of songs.

Hahahaha, and to that (._.), you are a pro man. Too pro liao, I also don't know what to say. Can come and comment everyone, talk so much cock. I think your best friend is Tony Leung from the Wu Jian Dao, because his chinese name is liang chao wei mah, then you same as him, you lan jiao wei.

Everytime go people's blog say "I am your friend". Fuck you la, my friend. My friend all got name leh, or your parents too dumb to give you a name? Give you (._.)? Because your parents don't know how to spell so draw your face at the registration that time you was born? Oh man, so sad for you. I can give you a name, you can choose from CBK, PBK, LJK. Tell me whichever name you want in my blog ok?

Tell me about my injury leh, what do you really know ar? Please tell me Mr Fuck Face, please. You already know alot man, more than Guan Yin Ma, more than Jesus, oh my god. You are a living god. I am so honour to meet a living dog, oh sorry, spell wrong.

Anyway, I will be watching over you too. Don't leave any evidence behind alright? Clear everything, if not I scare if I find out who are you, my hand itchy straight away hit you. But I think you can tahan my punch la, because you are a god, and you so strong, comment us about all this. You must be very fit, I think I am really ignorant to challenge you during training, SO sorry man.

BUT I STILL WANT YOU TO COME DOWN THIS FRIDAY TRAINING, SETTLE EVERYTHING ONCE AND FOR ALL.

Whar, shout so loud, my lung now pain. But I still want to shout somemore, sibei shiok.

NABEI CHEE BYE HONG GAN, SEE YOU ON THIS FRIDAY!

Caught Rush Hour 3 with Sebas and Wayne last saturday midnight. The show was quite hilarious, can't stand that black guy. After movie, we went to buy some achohol and have some talk. Reached home, DotA untill 4am.

There one thing I should say. I don't ignore advises, but do note that when you give advises please remember to put down your name, so that people will know who you are and thank you. Not names like (._.) or ` or some other annonymous names.

From the start I thought I am the only one who got it. But after reading some blog, I saw the familiar "Mr Nice Guy" in action. This has become more and more irritating as this unknown person is trying to be "somebody" and tag like a very professional person who have seen alot in life and giving advises to everyone.

But don't you think this is redundant? If you are a friend, why not chat on MSN or SMS, rather than leaving a message in our tagboard?

Alright, enough for what I want to say. Hey "Mr Nice Guy", do say hi if you see me on the street, because I can't recognise your (._.). This face too common, I only can recognise ( . )( . )remember to say hi alright?

I am also a friend. =)

Been quite busy to blog. Slept like 2.30am or later everynight, last night was 5am.

Went to catch 不能说的秘密, not bad, can see some of our everyday live in it. I like the part where they play piano, cause I really love the sound of piano.

Then there was this 24 hours marathon basketball competition, in cooperation with the national day celebration. En Ning and Hong Yuan was playing, so some of us decide to ton at there. We play Big 2 from 12am to 9am, lol, without sleeping.

The whole event ended at 3pm or 4pm plus, and I lazy to go home cause very far. So I went to Hang Ten to buy a red colour T-shirt and off to Ang Mo Kio.

Why red t-shirt? On the national day, wear red t-shirt to K-box and it will be $4.20+++ for that day. It's Sebas book out day, so we went out together and catch up with him. Went home after that and DotA.

Play untill 2.30am and due to the fact that I haven't been sleeping. I woke up 3pm the next day, so didn't attend lesson. Was wondering whether to go for training, but went in the end.

Come to think of it, I shouldn't have go. Because I sprain my ankle again, the same ankle. Sprain it 2 times a week. I think I should really take a break, sports is not my kind of thing now. I am not coming back to the team anymore, don't have the feeling of a team. Some kind of force is stopping me from training with you all. I don't know what is it, maybe is because the stuff that I know and the feeling of teamwork.

Seriously, I don't like people who always say serious serious serious in training, but I think you all are just writing in your blog, let girls see then say jiayou and goodluck to you all. After achieving that, you all just forget what you all say. Think about it.

I am really getting sick of all this.

Yesterday played Basketball with RP seniors and team mates. It's was quite fun, although with lots of contact. We had fun and serious basketball, been a long time since I had this feeling.

However, it was till the end that all fun have gone away from me. I run towards the ball, fall down with a sprained ankle and nearly complete a somersault. At that point of time, I was very angry with myself.

Why do I have weak legs? Even walking will cause me to sprain my ankle, but I was running. The impact was so strong that if I don't stop myself, I can finish a somersault. What ligament tear, what the fuck is that?

Anyway, I guessed I have made up my mind. Taking a rest I think. But I won't give up my favourite sports, afterall I played since I was 5 years old.

Looking at my secondary school team mates, I am glad that I am the only one left who is still playing basketball. Keeping the passion burning and never give it up.

Argh! Forget it, walking slowly now. Because my left knee also injured, no strength to support my ankle and walk.

不能说的秘密later with my team mates.

Alright, end of POL-ITE. It had been two exciting weeks, with different insituition coming together and show everyone what is the outcome of their training.

Here are the ranking for this year POL-ITE game:
First - Nanyang Polytechnic
Second - Temasek Polytechnic
Third - Combined ITE
Fourth - Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Fifth - Singapore Polytechnic
Sixth - Republic Polytechnic

Yes, we are ranked number six this year. I don't know what to say, it's rather sad and disappointed to be at the bottom. Importantly, we are the host.

As for today's game, we did quite a good job. Leading all the way untill the last quarter, I guess it's our physical that is pulling us down. Everyone put on a great fight, we showed them that we are not that easy to win.

Another factor that contribute to our losing is the turnover that we have caused. At least 8 turnovers, at that very crucial moment, we were like giving the ball to the opponent. Just like you give your girlfriend to other guys.

Anyway, it's over. What we can do now is to train harder and stop repeating history. Next target would be International School Invitational Basketball League and Inter-Vasity Polytechnic.

However, I am still considering what I have said in my previous post.

Lost all the game after SP. NP, TP, NYP. Haha, still, I was benched all the way. Seriously, I don't mind being benched. Although I don't know why the coach did so, moreover I just want to do what I can do to the team.

However, looking at the situation now, I guess I don't have to do anything anymore. A team, that doesn't look like a team. A team that gives up on their team member. A team that doesn't cheer their team.

I have made a decision already. Friday will be my last game for Republic Polytechnic. I may come for training, because there's where my friends are. But I won't join the team of any matches.

AND PLEASE! IF YOU WANT TO SAY SOMEONE, PLEASE SAY OUT MY NAME. I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE TALK ABOUT ME, WHEN I ALREADY KNOW THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT ME, GO ONE ROUND AND TALK SO MUCH FUCKING COCK. YOU WANT YOU COME TO MY FACE AND TALK TO ME, DON'T TALK TO THE WHOLE TEAM AS THOUGH YOU ARE TALKING TO THE WHOLE TEAM WHEN YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT ME.

Knn, like that very fun meh? Got balls just say Desmond, nabei!

I have decided to give up on everything that I have in hand. Basketball, Team Republic, and some other stuff that I am still considering.

Anyway, if you all want to win, work on your defence. Anyone can do offence, but can you defend? If everyone is thinking about their own, then all the best. This is what I can say to all of you.

All the best Team Republic for the last game, my really last game.

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Desmond Kristy Yap Chin Leong

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