Life's Like That

Its Sunday again, which means I stayed at home the whole day again. Actually Zi Xiang asked me out to play basketball, but I already played yesterday, and I got flu. This few days keep having flu, now it have gotten worse.

I have been thinking to myself that why I always take cab home, when I have the money to take a bus. Here's the answer, I am afraid of seeing her on the bus, in the inter-change and on the street. I don't have the face to see her.

But I guess I don't have to be scare anymore. God didn't give us a spirit of fear, He give us the spirit of power and faith. Then where the hell did fear come from?

The fear comes from urself, because you choose to fear, you encourage fear, so fear have the chance to take over and control you. From now on, I shall choose not to fear, for He will be with me. (think so)

But I still won't take bus home, I will walk home. I need to exercise, haha.

I think I am begining to believe in Him, but like what I have said in my previous post, not confirm.

This entry should have been written on 290706, but it have already past 12am, so...

Slept at 2+am yesterday night, and woke up at 9+am this morning. Went to play basketball with my sister's friend, played till 1pm and I got to go. Went home and bath and went to meet Susan they all to go to Expo. (Walked past her house today, don't know how is she doing now.)

Today is so happening in CHC, full house, not enough seats somemore. Because today Mike Connell is coming, he is an expert in Inner-Healing. At first, I have heard of it from my friends, that there will be screaming and vomitting. The Inner-Healing is like releasing the devil that have live in you for a very long time.

The first part, I didn't participate, but I hear people screaming even louder than the drum and electric guitar. People just relax and they will fall to the ground. The second part is about the sexualilty devil in you, I think all the guys have it, so I went together with my friends.

Went it was my turn, the person will speak something into my ears, and I know I have to keep myself relax, suddenly I feel very light and I dropped to the ground. Amazingly and straight after that, I woke up thinking that nothing will happened to me. But when I stand up, I feel so weak that my leg wobbled.

I keep thinking to myself that why is that so. After that, because I don't normally sing with them, but I found myself singing together even when I don't know the song. Weird man.

I know many will want to tell me because it's the presence of God, blah blah blah.

But I keep thinking to myself even untill now. Is the devil really release? Because I saw a girl wearing mini-skirt going up the escalator and I never even want to give a glance. Maybe I am troubled with all the thinking. Its just so amazing.

Maybe He wants me to believe in him, because the first time I went, I saw a healer, second time is a Inner-Healer. Is this all fate? I don't know.

Maybe I should try. Try only ar, I never say confirm.

Great day and I am tired, good night.

Guess I no need to repeat myself everytime I blog. It will sure be " just reached home ". So, everytime I blog means just reached home, no need to repeat everytime.

Went to City Harvest Church Gina's cell group meeting, I think I am part of it now. Haha, went there straight after school. Did some prayers and some worship songs, I still feel alittle weird because I don't know what to do. So just sit there and listen, learned about " Valley " today. There are 5 parts, impartial, unpredictable, temporary, purposeful and inevitable.

" Valley " is a metorphor use here to describe the problem that we will face, as for the 5 parts, should be very clear cut to all of you.

Today reached school at 9.15, purposely go in late. Then he ask you in what time zone ar?
My answer: GMT +9.

Haha, then I played DotA infront of him, then he say don't always play game, help your team mate. Haha, I asked him to watch me see how I kill the Artificial Intelligence Hero, LOL, he really watching behind me.

Friday, a slacking day. Tomorrow will be going to CHC.

Will be playing basketball in the morning with my sister and her friend, I need alot of training. Especially in jumping.

OK la, let me go slack around, watch movie that I have download yesterday night.

Go toilet first bah. -.- Stomach pain.

Again, I just reached home. Training was cancelled today, but we still went to ACS barker road to support the girls. They are having a friendly match against Ngee Ann Polytechnic, but don't know which two idiot go and tell the bus uncle that we are not going to ACS anymore, so the uncle drove off. Asshole, made me take cab there, expensive sia, $17 leh, and only shared by me and Joseph.

We thought we were lucky to board on SMRT taxi because they didn't increase the price to additional $2. But because it was raining, there was an accident which caused a jam. The meter went to $5 plus and we are still at Woodlands, NOT EVEN BKE!!!

Finally reached there and did I say we are going there to support the girls? But we went to play DotA, LOL!!! Then went to play horse with Yong Jun and Jeffery, Yong Jun damn pro lor. Just jump alittle can slam dunk already, me? I am jumping lower and lower each day.

And ya, I saw Shuang Feng, my secondary one and two basketball coach. She can't recongnise me when I talk to her.

Me: You also got teach this school ar?

Her(surprise look): Ya

Me: You don't know who am I ar?

Her: You look familiar.

Me: I am Desmond.

Her: From where?

Me: Westwood.

Her(hit me with her file): Why you dye this hair and why you so fat now???

Me: Haha, never exercise.

No wonder she can't recongise me, because of my size and my hair, haha.

Today we watched The Ring in school, shiok man, tomorrow it will be Ju-On. Woohoo!!! And we find out that Wen Tong's birthday is last week, he never tell us because he scare we help him celebrate or what. He told us their China culture is they will treat a bunch of people during their birthday, so he went to 7-11 to buy damn lots of snack, worth $20+++ to treat us. So good sia.

Today I ate a $5.20 rice, the rice is so full that the luncheon meat have to pack separately I intend to settle my lunch and dinner together then go training burn all the fats, so I go home no need to eat again. But... Training cancelled. Nevermind, I still get to burn alittle fats by playing a few match of basketball.

Long and tiring day today. Just went to see her blog, she cried because she scare she will failed her module and scare need to need to retake. Haiz, don't know what is she doing everyday, never study hard hard.

K la, go bath then go sleep le. Good night.

Just reached home, I am so tired. I am so disappointed in my presentation today, I stumble and don't know what to say. Forget to edit the slide which made what I explain and the text shown on the screen is totally different. GOSH!!!

Went to Causeway Point to shop around, ate KFC for dinner, played DotA at Burger King. Then went home. Today, walked home from Jurong Point, and I am wearing long sleeves, so hot man. I am not hot, as in those sexy or what. I am hot because I am sweating all over.

Was trying to call someone to accompany me to chat while I was walking home, but no one was free. I suddenly felt that I don't have any friends, when I need them, they weren't there. Next time, I will never ever call anyone. I feel that I am just bothering all of them, no one will be there for me.

Reach home, chatted with Ling Hui. She make my day man, I don't know how to thanks her. Haha, tomorrow treat her eat lor mai kai again. Lol. She is willing to let me bother her when I need someone. Haha. When I am feeling so down, she was there. She is the best!!! Thank you so much!!!

My classmate say my face is smaller now, just now ask my mother, she say got abit. Haha, am I getting slimmer like last time? If yes, good good.

I feel that I am so lonely. Haiz.

Second day of Hungry Ghost Festival, tomorrow going to watch ghost movie in class. Shiok man!!! Sure very noisy one.

GO GO Loner Ranger!!!

Shag man, so tired. Just come back from my friendly match against Nanyang Polytechnic, they so !@#$%^&* smelly, so rough, so I don't know what to say.

I promise not to use that move again, but today I used it again. Against this kind of people, don't make the paralyse, they don't when to stop using their elbows and all the dirty tricks. So what if we lost, only just by a tweeny bit, we will be back during IVP.

Didn't played well as I thought I can, I thought my leg is ok already. But, apparently the right thigh muscle is still torn, I can feel a sharp pain in there when I jump. Nevermind, it will soon be recovered.

Today is my first match representing RP to play against other team. This friday there is another friendly match against Teck Ghee Community Centre, not sure whether want to go or not. I promise to go to the church friend house. Last week I didn't go, this time I think I should give up the friendly match.

Luckily today didn't see her, I don't know how to react if I saw her. Heng lor. Saw the video Syafik made for her girlfriend because it's their 1 year anniversary, made me think of the past. Haiz. Miss her alot.

Today all of you becareful ar, don't step those incense paper ar. The Hungry Ghost Festival is here again, a yearly celebration -.- . If got those shows and invite people to go and watch, don't take the front row of sits ar, those sits are for our " good friend " .

OK, that's all for today. Hungry Ghost Festival I also have to go eat le, I am hungry after a day. Bath first then eat.

Countdown to 14 more days to the Gate of Hell to be open. Excited? -.-

Joke of the day: That Siglap Lion player dye the hair like lion also.

-.- Funny meh???

Just went out for dinner. Nothing musch to say about today, just a normal day with no surprises at all.

Went to try the food in the new canteen, it's just located behind my block. Like that I no need to go to W1 everytime for my lunch. The canteen very big, can accomodate 1000 students and it's fully air conditioned. Don't what to see for today, and because almost all the stores are lined up by alot of students, so we eat economic rice. However, it's not economic at all. I only ordered 3 types of meat and 1 wu xiang, it cost $4. Don't tell me the air-con is in part of the cost.

Installed Counter-Strike Condition Zero today, and we play LAN in school. Haha, you can hear all the gun shooting sound surround the whole classroom. BANG BANG BANG!!!

Tomorrow I will be back home late at night, because there is a friendly match against Nanyang Polytechnic. I decide to go, see then see lor, I treat her as friend but I don't know she treat me as what. She still didn't contact me, didn't reply sms and continue to block me in MSN.

Haiz, don't care la, I just wants to play well in my basketball now. Tomorrow if can, we must win.

Remember to bring dark colour jersey.

SIAN!!!

Whoa~ I woke up at 7.30am today, from yesterday evening I think is 6+ sleep till 7.30. Shiok man, I didn't managed to have enough sleep this few days.

Wednesday play basketball very tired, thursday training also tired. Everytime I finish a training or a match, I need minimun of 12 hours. That two day I only had 7 hours of sleep each day, plus friday whole night didn't sleep. Finally, I claim back all my sleeping time. But still alittle tire.

Went to pei Wan Qing to my mother place to do facial, haha, and I did the weight measurement. Walan eh, 86. don't know kilogram, ARGH!!! 86 kilogram la. Walao, I this few day eat very less liao leh, and I played basketball for 2 days. I only eat abit more after I played basketball.

Siao liao la, this time I need intensive training. This week I want to lose 10 kilogram, abit mad, but don't care liao la.

Desmond Kristy Yap Chin Leong, you lucky you are 180+, your weight is still acceptable. Walao, buay tahan you, eat so much.

Got to go liao, I go eat panda cake.

-.-

Tomorrow then start la!!!

Yesterday didn't blog, because I went for a break and stay away from blogging.

Your head ar!!! I can't even rest. After Republic Polytechnic, I have to go to Westwood to help out in the Carnival set up thing. Went there did a few things, after that went home to have my dinner and bath, and went back to Westwood to decorate the AVA room. Whole night without sleeping. Cut the spider untill my hand so pain, then when you see the whole Carnival have ended, all the spider was thrown into the rubbish bin.

I BEEN CUTTING RUBBISH TILL MY HAND PAIN!!!

Rest my hand and went to ride bicycle around the school with Wan Qing. Abit scary because you know Westwood is build on top of you-know-what.

Did everything untill 7am, borrow a bicycle from Kah Hao's friend, ride back home and bath and ride back to school. Did last minute touch up and wait for the Carnival to start.

At first, we are so scare that we will have no business, no one came to our booth at all. But slowly slowly, more and more people come in and dance, or just sit down and enjoy the air con. I was supposed to be station at my booth, but you know when you look at the whole atmosphere, you also wants to join in. Haha, so I ran away and go shopped around to look for good food.

Then saw Ying Yi, haha, took pictures with her. Haha, pretty girl. Then wait for her Gu Zheng performance then watch her play from the stage below. Haha. Her friend very funny also, see how they talk to that China teacher.

Chatted with alot of my teachers that have taught me, every of them asked where I am studying now and what course. Haha, I am proud to say that I am studying in RP Business Computing. Haha, the most importantly, I chatted with Miss Kok, Westwood's first principal. The one that groom me to what I am now. Haha, all also ask why your hair like that. LOL!!! I keep replying nice hor..

Keep running here and there during the whole event, can't stand still. Was sleeping when they are clearing up everything. AND ALL BULLY ME HOR!!! Disturb me when I was in sleep.

!@#$%^&*()!!!

I haven't been sleeping for 30 hours.

I am going to bath now and go back to my dreamland.

Zzzz......

Die this time liao, my leg. Yesterday played basketball and had my muscle teared, and today, there's training. The friendly match have been cancelled.

Run the basketball court for don't know how many rounds, after that did alley hoop for 3 minutes. If the ball reached the ground, 3 minutes restart again. Passing lay-up, figure of eight and come back with 2 versus 1. Stepping on toes on the spot and back with sliding of leg, total 7 sets, which means total do 14 times. Played 5 on 5 to end the session.

My muscle now have worsen, when I was walking to the lift, I am going to fall down anytime. My knees can't support the weight of my body anymore. Die liao la.

Today got my first jersey from Republic Polytechnic, School of Infocomm Technology. Woohoo!!! Number 14. I never get other numbers before, my numbers are 10, 11, 15.

Today so good sia, the UT was cancelled, no need to do test. Everytime like that then shiok liao.

One last good piece of news, the first training I had in RP, and I was selected to represent RP to play a friendly match against Nanyang Polytechnic. Great honour to play for them, but I don't know whether I going or not. I scare I will see her.

Haiz.

Cannot think so much.

K la. I go bath then go have my dinner then go have my rest liao.

I think I need 1 hour to reach the toilet. LOL!

How to start?

Erm, ok.

First, I cried in school today, because I saw her boyfriend picture in her friendster. Haiz. Although 5 months have passed, but I still love her alot. I miss her alot. Haiz. Went to toilet and cried everything out.

But...

Cry got use meh. I cry for 5 months liao, still like that. She will come back meh?

As if lor. Haiz.

First part of the day is not so bad. Although I didn't participate alot in class today, but still managed to finish my presentation with a not so good feeling.

After school, went to play basketball with hong yuan. I finally realise something, I am not good in basketball. In Westwood, I have good team mates. In Siglap, great team mates. National Youth Team selection, tyco choose me.

I run here run there, the things I do is the same. Can't jump like last time, my weight is pulling me down. I need to jian fei.

Went to 3 different basketball court to play. First part of the day was not so good, so I thought playing basketball will at least cheer me up.

But, I was playing with the guy whom I made injured during Youth Cup. I felt remorseful at that time, I don't dare to face him, I nearly cost him his life. And again, second part of the day is also not so bad.

Not bad = 1/2
Not bad + Not bad = 1/2 + 1/2
= 1
1 = very

Answer = very bad

Chatted with Hong Yuan about girls and basketball, haiz. Both of us are so so so haiz.

I write very long liao right, should stop liao la. Tomorrow got Enterprise UT, bring calculator.

Tomorrow is the first time I go back for Republic Polytechnic's basketball training, and there is a friendly match. I think it's versus Saint Andrew's Junior College. Remember to bring white jersey.

Good night, late le, go sleep le.

I miss you alot and love you alot, but I don't have the face to ask you come back to me even if there is a chance. Haiz.

Home Sweet Home!!!

Just came home. Early morning reached school at 8.30am because there is Communication UT. Today is the best day in school, haha, went to have lunch with Ling Hui. LOL. She very cute, haha, ya, she is the girl that we thought is Japanese.

And just when everything is so fine, a phone call rang.

" Desmond, can help me da bao chicken rice? Wait ar, erm, and 5 hotdog rolls. No no no no, 6 hotdog rolls. Wait ar, 7 hotdog rolls. And 1 cup corn and 1 cup noodle. No no no, 2 cup noodles."

Okok.

Another phone call rang.

"8 hotdog rolls"

Walao eh, so many order, think I what.

1 message recieved.

They repeat their order again.

Next time, I am not going to give anyone my number. Haha.

After school, went to meet Xiao Gu. Went to Sim Lim Square to see her laptop. Finally she bought her laptop at 10pm. LOL!!! She take 3 hours to choose a laptop. Then went back to school to help her install Mirosoft Office.

Alamak!!! Cannot connect to RP domain. Walao, waste time go back there. No choice, go home lor.

Haha, need to type fast fast, if not I don't have enough sleep.

I go eat my KFC liao.

BYE!!!

Actually, I still love and miss her alot.

Haiz..

Today is a damn slacking day, can you believe that I reached school at 8.50am today and when I stepped into the classroom, it's breakout time. 9am break till 1.30pm and lesson finish 2.45 today.

8.50 I reached school, I even went to 7-11 to buy 1 big M and 2 mango tea. Walao, I go up class then break liao, den can go eat already. I buy all those drinks is to camp in class.

Today's topic is about analyse candle. That's all, no clue, no hint, no nothing, just this two word. So what did I do? DotA lor, LOL! Never do anything, but this kind of thing is my favourite, how can I don't do.

Everyone went to do research on candles, all explained very well about candles. But I still like what I say.

" Today's topic is not about introducing candles, but to analyse. The word candle is a very broad word, to analyse it, anything that have to do with candle we have analyse all of them, there is no limitation. However if we were to given a sentence or an infomation to analyse it, then we will only focus on the sentence or the information, that is the limitation set to us. "

How how how!!!??? Good or not? LOL.

After school, played DotA again, then went to Wan Qing work place at bugis to look for her. Played pool with her friend, walao, that girl so skilled lor, win me 5 matches, haha.

Then went to play DotA with Wan Qing, haha, she win me.

I lose whatever I played today, but I enjoy it. LOL!!!

After that, send Wan Qing home then I go home le. Then now sit infront of laptop blogging.

GRRR

GRRR

GRRR

Opps, sorry. My stomach is calling me to go eat. I haven't eat dinner. Haha.

GTG!

WOOHOO!!! YES!!!

Today is another cool, lame, boring, super sian day.

Stay at home the whole day, did nothing. Online 24 hour, played PS II, watch television, bathed, went out for dinner, back home sitting infront of laptop again, chat, chat, chat, O2Jam, what else?

Ya, I haven't sleep yet.

So damn boring la.

How I wish everyday is like yesterday, so much fun. Although I didn't participate much, but at least I enjoyed it very much.

If this carries on, I am going to go mad.

Sian la.

I don't like to rot and stone. I like to rock and roll.

ARGH!!!

Fruitful day!

So long never enjoyed myself. First, went to Jurong East to meet Khoo Fang for the discussion of Westwood Carnival. Half way, left with Gina to go shopping. Haha. Finally got my basketball shoe, but its not the design that I wanted. No Nike MTX, no Vince Carter.

Open up!!!

Don't say not nice ok!!! I already buy liao，still not so bad la hor. Haha. Spent about $200 today. WOOHOO!!! And I bought a pair of Perlini's Silver ear ring for myself. That time lost one, always like that.

After buying my shoe, went to The Expo to City Harvest Church for prayers. Haha. My first time.

Saw alot of people there, joined Gina's Cell group. Saw her sister too, and alot of my Westwood School mates.

The way they pray is very different from what we see in television, they did it in a free and easy way. People just opened up and enjoy themselves, but its' a little over that makes me feel that they are been hypnotised.

It's my first time to pray and I get to see a healer. A healer is someone who have the ability to heal others regardless of what illness they have. This kind of thing, 50% 50% la.

I made alot of friends today, some have already know me because of my basketball, but I only get to know them today.

I really enjoyed myself today, so long don't have this kind of feeling.

Maybe I should join more this. But I don't know what to do over there, felt so weird. Maybe I will get used to it.

Seed what you can sow now, so that you can rear in the future.

Actually, after so long. I still miss her alot.

It's just that I didn't say anything. But my feeling is still so strong as before for her.

But I don't want to go and disturb her life.

Haiz.

SHHH!!!

Keep quiet is the best.

Haiz.

Mr Desmond Kristy Yap Chin Leong blogging in school now.

Lessons going to end soon, Facilitator is behind me talking. But, who cares. Lol.

Later going to grandparents house for dinner. YEA!!! They are having durian feast tonight!!!

EXCITED!?

HELL NO!!!

-.- =.= -_-

I am the only one there who does not eat durian, what the hell, and they are having a feast of that spike thing tonight. Then what am I suppose to eat???

WALAO EH!!! SIAN LEH!!!

Mummy bought $200 Nike voucher from her friend who is selling it at a lower rate. Haha, I can buy Nike Shox MTX. WOOHOO!!!

YEA!!!

Tomorrow going to Orchard myself to buy myself a shoe.

Everything is alone again.

Conclusion for today:

Sian.. Haiz..

Just came back home.

I was playing O2Jam when suddenly a heavy pour came. My sister was out there buying food for us, so I stopped playing and went to give her an umbrella.

Today in school did nothing, except for chatting to her. LOL!!! It's fun chatting with her, she is very funny. Got some, not some, is ALOT!!! 1000 plus song for O2jam from Wen Tong, he is damn pro in O2Jam, the level high high one he also no problem sia.

You know something!?

I am hungry. Ok, off for my lunch and dinner. Haha, I didnt eat my lunch. On diet la, LOL!!!

Hehe.

WOOHOO!!!! I got her msn address!!!

Haha.. Chat with her in school, find out that she is a very cute girl, damn lame la. Haha.

But the bad news is, she got a boyfriend and is together for 2 year plus already. =(

Nevermind, at least I get to know her. Haha.

Played DotA in school, did debating. AND I tried O2Jam in school today, Haha, very difficult la. Need more training.

After school, went to library to play pool and have Cookie and Cream Vanilla Frappe. Haha, quite nice la. The pool table not so good de, abit slanted de.

Today not much exciting things to share la, only the msn. Hehe.

Daddy say he buy basketball shoe for me. YEA!!! He say just tell him when I am going to buy those shoes and he will give me money. Hehe!!!

Why everything become like that, she still won't contact me.

???

Happy birthday!

The conclusion, I didn't buy any present for her.

Why!?

Because I still don't dare to face her. I smsed her and still, she didn't reply. Haiz.

Nevermind, I should move on. I got a new target. Hahahahhahaha. She is not a jap girl la, purely Singaporean, studying in year 2 but same age as me. She really have a japanese accent. She damn pretty la, nice figure, cute face.

About what happened yesterday, the guy went to every classroom and make a mess out of it. LOL, I don't know why he did it, what do he want to gain from making it messy. Dare to do those thing in school, then still scare people saying behind him.

So sian today, I made an advertisment in magazine for anti-ageing cosmetic.

Hahahhahaha, not very well done.

Have to go try the new game, Audition, haha, looks fun.

BYE!!!

Tomorrow is an important date, 11th of july, its her birthday. I am so confused now, I don't know whether should I get her a present. And if I do, how should I give it to her. Now the problem is I don't know what to buy for her.

Wilber's new CD?

A bottle full of sweets to wish her a sweet 18th birthday?

Snow Globe?

What else?

STRESSED AR!!!!!!!!

How to give her?

Put on her doorstep, ding dong, run away?

Slid into her letter box?

Send as a package?

Walao eh, school question also not so difficult.

Tomorrow then see how la. Today something exciting happened in school, made me so excited. One Woodland Ring Secondary School girl often comes to my school, her boyfriend is in the next class of mine. Then Marcus saw the both of them went into the handicapped toilet!!!

OH!!! What were you thinking? I think I can guess what you are thinking. LOL. But the thinking you have in your mind is 90% correct, I explain later.

We waited for both of them to come out of the toilet, haha. Acting as security guard, acting as a handicapped student, stomp the toilet door and shouting at both of them. Haha, we went to the door to listen to any noise produce, you know, moaning. LOL!!!

Finally they came out, they ran to the back door. Haha, we went to the lift to wait for them, and the two stupid reached the lift, we went into the lift wanting to go down with them, but they wait for the next lift. Haha.

We went back to our class, but I intended to go to the toilet to look for clue. Haha. The only thing we find is toilet paper in the toilet bowl, a few drop of white colour stuff in the toilet bowl, HAHAHAHAHAH!!! No pubic hair found. Haha, we use toilet paper to test whether the white colour stuff is the you-know-what. Haha. Too bad it's just a stain in the toilet bowl.

But 1 guy and 1 girl in the toilet for so long, your conclusion just now might be the correct answer. Haha.

Haha, we will wait for them to come back, and get ready to spy them, the video we took was somehow not clear. NOT FUN!!! But I also want like that leh. LOL!!!

World Cup Top 4 I have predicted correctly, no need to praise me, thank you thank you!!! LOL.

I think I have written long enough and taken alot of time, haha. K la, I make myself disappear.

Zidane, your headbutt is the best!!!

WOAH WOAH WOAH!!! The time is finally here. The 2006 FIFA World Cup Championship, who will it be?

I am betting France for the 1st 90 minutes, I guess it will be a draw. But the champion will be ITALY!!!!

Haha. The ball is round la. Let's see how later, counting down to the Championship.

HU!!!

HA!!!

HU!!!

HA!!!

Back from my basketball game with Zixiang, his brother and Zhi Zong. Tired.

Yesterday watched soccer match till 4 plus and this morning wake up at 830 to prepare. 8.55am, I jogged to metal net court which is a few streets away, from Jurong West Street 81 to Street 93. Reached there, the whole court is occupy by don't know who for 3 on 3 competition. So we went back to my house downstairs, haha, I don't know the rim is spoiled, so we went to Street 71 to play.

At the beginning, I run awhile then hu!!! ha!!! hu!!! ha!!! already, out of my breath. And I feel my weight is pulling me down, too fat, haha. But slowly slowly, I feel that I am getting lighter and lighter.

We played a game of 7 balls for warm up, 7 game of 11 balls, and 1 game of 21 balls to cool down. Haha, had a lot of fun. We joke around, play around and get serious when it's time.

Since my last match versus Tong Whye, I have never touched basketball again. Today is the first, luckily my skill is still there, but I still need to buck up on my shooting skills. I want to be like last time, 90% for my three pointer, 95% for my free throw, 200% for my jumping skill.

Haha, I really need a new basketball shoe, keep slipping and falling down. That's why I am known as Falldwn King. Haha. I need to slim down also, if really cannot slim down, I want to let others to see how pig can fly. LOL.

While jogging to metal net court just now, I went passed her house, guessed she was still sleeping, it was still early.

Long time never play basketball in the morning, because tournaments is held in the evening, so we are used to played in the evening. But today because there is a final match for National under 18 youth cup, that's why we play in the morning.

Got to go rest. Tired.

HU!!!

HA!!!

HU!!!

HA!!!

Did I mentioned anything about slimming down?

I just did something 5 mins ago. I ordered KFC's delivery and I was the only person eating.

Here's what I have ordered:

-Superman's Return Buddy meal( 4 pieces chicken, 2 regular whipped potato and 2 pocket of 250ml green tea)

- A Zinger Burger Meal

- 1 1.5litre Pepsi

HAHAHAHAHA. What is on diet? Can anyone tell me?

But I am not going to finsh all at once, I am leaving some of it for my soccer match later, the pepsi too.

Waiting for the ding dong, I am hungry.

Just woke up, what a boring day. I can't imagine I stay at home the whole day doing nothing.

I found out that I have so much things that I have yet to own. Since I got nothing to do, I came to blog about what I want to have.

Things money can buy:
-Ipod Nano
-2 Basketball shoe, 1 for training, 1 for tournament.
-1 Basketball for me to train myself.
-New Clothes and new Pants.
-Straighten my hair.
-Buy my dream car, Subaru Impreza WRX or Mitsubishi Evolution
-Alot alot of money, so when next time I know what I want, I can straight away buy.

Things money can't buy:
-A new set of jersey from school.
-Train up my skill to become better.
-Take up new skills like rollerblading, skate boarding, swimming, tennis and etc( I think this one money can buy).
-A new life with a new character.
-Make more friends with the same characteristic as mine.

For the time being, lets just limit to here. I want to make more friends, when I am bored and I want to go out. No one was there to accompany me, no choice I have to stay at home.

OK. This are the two shoes that I wants to buy, withnin my budget.

Nike Shox MTX.

And1 Saviour.

I need to get at least 1 of them before next week, as soon as possible.

Tonight Germany versus Portugal, I will bet on Germany.
Tommorrow Italy versus France, I will bet on France.

My conclusion for World Cup Top 4

1st: ITALY
2nd: FRANCE
3rd: GERMANY
4th: PORTUGAL

They are not only rank by skills but also numbers of alphabets in their name. Shortest name win. =)

So much rubbish to blog about, I am too bored. Anyone feel please ask me out.

Don't want to go but still have to. Bye~

Back home with a margain headache. But I got a good news to share.

Haha. Inter-school basketball tournament is coming, MAYBE I will represent School Of Infomation Technology to play. Because there are so many school team players studying in SIT.
But Jane's boyfriend is so good, he put my name in their list. LOL.

First, I need a new basketball shoe, I am going to buy one.

Second, I need to train back my skill, haven't been touching basketball since the last youth cup tournament.

Thirdly, I NEED TO SLIM DOWN. So I can jump high high, like last time, use my head to touch the board. Haha.

I need to finish doing all this things by 26 of july, that's when the match is starting. Actually it starts on 22 july, but SIT will be playing the first match on 26.

One more good news, the sports hall is ready!!! The tournament will be held there too. So excited!!!

Haha. Maybe going for jogging tommorrow.

SO EXCITED!!!

Back from my dinner, very full now.

Just now forget to say I win $38 yesterday..woohoo!!! Haha.

Today saw that jap girl again, damn pretty. Oh my god!!!

Haha..

After a long day, I think I should go and bath now.

BYE!!!

AHHH!!! I am damn sick. My whole class was sick with flu and sore throat.

Having headach now too. I drink alot of water but still no use. I think is because I drink this:

Feel very weak now. No mood to study today, somemore the topic for today is " What's the properties of water" and they want us to calculate the angle for H2O molecules. -.-

Play DotA in school and did this:

My computer need a specs, and from this picture, you all can see that I really got study.

Don't say I never do my part hor!

Go rest le, don't know what to blog also.

Later there's a soccer match, France versus Portugal. France must win 1-0, hehe, then I win money.

Today in school, I saw a damn pretty girl, with good body figure. Oh my god!!! Just like angels. When she opens her mouth to speak, oh my god!!! Japanese accents!!! I LIKE!!! LOL!

But really, she is really very pretty.

Now my nose is drooling, don't know he saw which pretty nose, the saliver keep drooling from the right hole.

I think I got it from my classmate, the whole group behind me is having flu. Abit of sore throat now also.

Take care to myself.

WAH!!! So tire. Just reach home.

My good friend Wanqing asked me out today, we went to play DotA and play pool. Played for about 2 or 3 hours then went home.

Yesterday Italy win.. woohoo!!! But I forgot to buy. -.- Wasted. I was sleeping then I never buy.

Today eat alot in school again. I eat 2 Taquitos, 1 Fan Chou, 2 Siew Mai, 1 BIG M, 2 Mango Tea. This is just for my breakfast. Afternoon never eat.

At night eat 1 Min Jiang Gui, 1 cheese don't know what. Then finish eating, mummy call and say go out eat dinner. -.- Then I eat carrot cake, fried kuay teow and fried prawn mee. Now damn full.

Today at school, I was given a chocolate. =)

This is my Ferrero Rocher with a Lion head.

Now my laptop is powered by Ferror Rocher.

Today, my school's library has a new cafe called Cafe Galilee, got new choice to choose next time. And it have 2 pool tables and a soccer table. You can find soccer tables anywhere in my school. Heard that there is a rooftop sky garden and a new air conditioned canteen coming in the way. SHIOK SHIOK SHIOK!!!

1 last thing. WO YAO JIAN FEI!!!!

Back at home now. That time 小姑 went to USA for training, now she is back.

She bought a wallet for me.

It's a Timberland wallet.

But it can't fit my $2.

Because it doesn't have a coin pocket.

But I still love it. Thanks.

And this is what I did in school.

Got nothing to do.

Last few months or weeks, I posted about I keep vomitting. This hasn't stop. Its seems that everytime I walked past the same spot, I will start to feel like throwing up. Don't know what happen to me.

Got to go rest, later Germany versus Italy. I support Italy!!!

I have given her clue on who is anonymous, don't know she know already or not.

BYE~

Now in school, it's the second breakout, Communication Skills today. The whole class ordered Macdonald to school. Haha, ate sausage egg mcmuffin and an ice milo. Then early in the morning I went 7-11, bought a BIG M and 2 Taquitos.

Yesterday went to kou fu to eat, then daddy and me went to Giant to look for a medium for loud speaker. We want to change our house to a house entertainment for movies. Bought 1 home, look quite stylish. But the brand, erm, not quite trustworthy.

Anyway, we manage to turn it to a home theatre. Now watch movies can BOOM BOOM BOOM, blast the whole house, turn it upside down.

I tell you, half years later, we all become deaf. LOL.

Got to go, I have to think of a idea for my presentation later. My team don't have me will die, now keep calling my name. =)

Maybe update again later.

She don't know the anonymous is me.

Just ended school, my chest. I don't know why it hurts, but every few months this pain will come to me. Just like girls having their problem.

Today is the third day of the month, a day which used to be an important day for me every month.

I should get over it, haiz.

Ate KFC in school and played DotA the whole day.

Another boring day.

I had a dream, a very weird dream. A dream that is so real that I cried in my dream. A dream that is so real, but my mind is clear that it will never come true.

I dream of her again.

We were like back together again, holding hands tightly, hugging her and cried and say I will never let her go again.

It was so real, when I was hugging her and cry, I was crying in reality too. But I know that this is just a dream, it will never come true.

A dream that will never come true. A dream is the opposite of reality.

I should take it as a dream. A scattered dream.

I shall let this scattered dream become a far off memory.

Went to eat at St51 just now. After that my parents went to buy durians. -.-

I don't know why I am so different from them. They eat alot of things that I don't. For example, durian. All four of them eat durian, and I don't. Red bean ice cream, they love it. -.-

And now the BIG problem is, they buy durian and I have to carry it for them. Why does the one who don't eat durian have to do all the work. And I even scratch my leg while carrying the durain back to my dad's car.

Waited for my parents in the car while they went to buy lychee. In the mean time....

This is what I do in the car. =)

Because of them, I scratch my leg, and they are here enjoying their durian. The smell is unbearable, so I went to do something else.

I played 9 ball with myself.

END!!!

First day of the month, what a disappointing way to start.

Yesterday soccer I bought a total of 3 goals for Germany versus Argentina, and 2 goals for Italy versus Ukraine.

Wake up in the morning, went to the internet, because I was too tire to watch the second match.

Germany versus Argentina 1-1, so is a total of 2 goals.
Italy versus Ukraine 3-0, so is a total of 3 goals.

ARGH!!!!! I should have switch it over. Yesterday like that I lost $20, what the hell. Must be that stupid facilitator keep cursing me to lose.

Tonight England versus Portugal, I support England.

And I will buy Brazil win.

Hope today can win some money back.

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