long time never blog le, i thought that everything will be fine. haiz, but its not. I spoil all the fairy tales i used to have. i know its all my fault, i should not have show my temper, y cant i be more patient,haiz. now she have left me, forever.haiz, i really dun wish to accept the truth, i really love her alot, i just 1 2 be with her, i can change. no matter its N time or wad, after N will be O and it will stop, y cant she give me another chance.haiz, but i dun blame her, i can only blame myself. haiz..my forever and ever lasting with her can only stop at 1 and a half yrs. haiz, i really wish she can come back to me, haiz. 030904, haiz.
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