Saturday, November 18, 2006

After my sister's birthday, today is my grandfather's birthday. The whole Yap family went out to have dinner together. Everytime when we are having this gathering, I can see my father going over to my cousin's side, talking about Taekwondo.



Come to think of it, I never had a similiar topic or a shared interest with him. But since he like to talk about Taekwondo so much, why didn't he allow me to join when I was young.



But I also quite prefer the way it is now, no one to care about what I am doing. I just don't want to talk to him, because I don't want to make him feel that it is because of money then I start to talk to him. The situation now is better except that my house is not lively anymore.



Recently I am feeling quite emo, maybe because of this, and there's another thing. Actually I have kept this in my mind for very long.



After 8 months, I still miss her very much, everytime I act as if like I don't care, but ... I have been thinking of her every now and then, the feeling is still so strong in my mind. Each time I think of her, I will tell myself she is living in a happy world now with someone she love very much.



I can only think of it this way. I can't handle relationship problem well, I am still not up to it, so right now, just concentrate on my basketball. While concentrating on it, I still have to worry about my leg. When is it going to recover?


Forget it, tomorrow its my cousin 1 month old, going to their house for celebration and after that it's my Paya Lebar Cup.



Jia You Desmond! You can do it! Don't anyhow think ar.. =)




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