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Sunday, September 28, 2008
Yesterday night, there was this cute girl knocking on my door selling ice-cream. Too bad none of my family member wanted to eat ice-cream, so I decided to buy one myself, lol. So I asked her, how much is one ice-cream? She said it's a box and one box is $10. Haha, so sorry I don't have enough money so I rejected her. I guess things are better now? I hope so. I really hope that we can still become friends, but I know that it's not easy. What to do? I'm the one at fault, blame myself. Today whole day staying at home. My grandfather and aunty is staying over, so we played mahjong. Whahaha, I won $25. I told my mother that I want to quit smoking and I will quit after this packet. But she say, you remember what you tell me when you are younger? So I started to realise what I had said before, I told her that I hate smokers and I won't smoke when I grow up. Of course, everyone won't start something without reason. I remember when I first lighted a cigarette is because I thought everything is the end for me. My left ankle ligament teared, I lost my position in my team, doctor say I cannot play basketball anymore. So I resort to smoke, so stupid. Even when I'm smoking now, I don't even know why the hell I light that cigarette and I hate the smell of it. So I decided to quit now, save up the money and reward myself with something that I like. Tomorrow will be another boring day, but I have to wake up early in the morning. Zzzz~ Friday, September 26, 2008 Seriously, I know that it was my fault that I started a bad impression, but it was not my intention. I know that you are afraid of me, but I want to say, I am afraid of you more than you are afraid of me. Because I don't know what to do, I am scare that everything that I do will affect your impression on me. That's why I don't dare to talk to you, don't dare to face you. I think I damn useless man, so hum ji. But anyway, monday I am not going to school. Because I don't know how to face you. I am a hum ji kia. Wednesday, September 03, 2008 Today is my last day of holiday, school will be starting tomorrow. Went to have Pizza Huts for lunch with my sisters, then back home and slack. My last semester in this school, but I still have alot of stuff to complete. I had finished my PP reports, now waiting for presentation. 31 CE points, I aim to clear it in 1 month, attend talks everyday. FYP2, let's see how it goes. I just want to pass and graduate, that's all. Today is the 3rd of september 2008, it have been 4 years already, time really flies. And after that, I had never step into a relationship again. Lol, don't know why I am writing all these. I am going to enjoy my last few hours of my holiday. |
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